After Results' day

Barry Lim : dont spend too much time on the line le..
PeakKee: LOL , not always lers...
PeakKee: really , very few time online
Barry Lim : Got lots to do
Barry Lim : but dont be disappointed ..
PeakKee: hmmmm? thinking what can i do also...
Barry Lim : you have done your best and found that that is not enoughto get you to your expectations so you need to gear up . there is nothing u need to do now.  stay focus.. stay cool .. there is lots to do in the times to come..you will do well and you can always come to your wise uncle for advice .if you need any
PeakKee: anyway i had made everyone disappointed , and i will try to do best another time !! i had listen too much of cheers from everybody , it makes me mad and not feeling like cheering so..
Barry Lim: you know which wise uncle right >
PeakKee: YOU ! Lol , i will always listen to you !
Barry Lim : Not because I can gamble well.. Look at your strengths ..
PeakKee: you not only can gamble well , in everything every part you can do well and over everybody expectation
Barry Lim : find out where there are .. is it thinking, analysing, writing , maths , then find out where your weakness is .. You have to be very sincere and believe in yourself that you are serious enough to find out your Strengths and Weakness..then be honest how you want to slowly but seriously improve them ...one by one .planning is very important . put infront of yoru table in your room a 50cm by 50 cm... and stick post it notes to remind you of your objectives
short term and mid term objectives... like you want to be able to write better do maths better .
 take self test..frequently.
PeakKee: how to take self test?
Barry Lim : then put chart infront to see your own progress. from teh self test and the exas from school... do mock up test paper that you can buy from Popular for specific subjects.
Barry Lim: what are you taking after form 5 ? Form 6? or others
PeakKee: form 6
Barry Lim : of straight to twinning ...where...
PeakKee: give myself two more years to be more mature
PeakKee: in ipoh , for science stream
PeakKee: maybe sam tet
Barry Lim : is the science stream too taxing for you ? isit your strengths?
Barry Lim: or you like to do arts stream ?
PeakKee: accounting you mean? not thinking of that .. but i know , i didnt did my best for form 5
Barry Lim : you can chose and better to chose it now
Barry Lim : you do  not need to do any form five subjects to do arts form six
PeakKee: i dont know is it to taxing for me but if i really got a chance to get into science for now , i will try my best to do it..
Barry Lim: ok ok it is okay to try but I can tell you that it is quite a task .
PeakKee: i know that .. but i didnt think to take art stream too .. and some more for form 6 in ipoh and for my school ..
Barry Lim: Melanie got her A levels. results last week from SIngapore
PeakKee: for i am choosing for arts then it will be RPS .. A bad form 6 school..
PeakKee: i heard from ah ma dy .. mel got good results
Barry Lim : important that you do what you want to and not the school
Barry Lim: okay la .. she got 4 As
PeakKee: that's a GOod results ! anyway all my cousin always get good results and will never disappoint everyone ! LOL A very huge pressure !
Barry Lim : i am saying she change the subjects later because she felt science too difficult and not what she likes
Barry Lim : and she did economics. maths , physics and KI
PeakKee: i understand what are you actually trying to say ..

                                                                                     
i got this after few days of my results day , i am not in a mood for how long long time ! i can't even realise that i can get such WORST results , Damn ME ! i disappointed myself , everyone and anyone .. Am i ? As what she said , A's really was an easy job . but what happen to me ? i lost my dream , my future ! where is it now ? i Can't saw or see it ...

XiaoFei

The first post after Chinese New Year

Finished my 2010's Chinese New Year , yet was a BORED cny that i had ... Shouldn't be a Chinese New Year was a gathering for family in a Complete Form? This ain't a best year for me, because i didn't see some of my dearest family member in LIM family ! Shaunnie Gor gor , he brought lots of fun in our gather .He went to Uk for the further studies since last year , Thumbs Up for him ! He can did well as what everyone thought and think .. Charles Gor gor , He's going to graduate this year , Cheers* for him .. One More Accountant - Calculative Human appears in our family , sweat lots =.=lll Who will attend his convo ? hMmm, with a high cost for flight ticket , i won't be the one ! Uncle Benny , i should say ADD OIL for him kays? Some problems appears in his life , a tough year for him ! Cheer Uncle Benny you will be the best and our family are always waiting for you ..Anything comes easy if you did try hard before .. Gar Yao , In our family , NO one was a LOSER ! CHeers for everyONE !

 For this year , 2010 , I should and i must give myself a chance , get me a healthy and Nice body shape ! When i was in China , my daddy lent me a hand with finding a COACH for me . Thanks daddy =) he does used up plenty of money in my one month course ,i think thousand plus ! Swear for myself , i will never waste whatever i did for one month plus . I passed the hardest part and now i need to continue what i did before to slim down my body shape ! Going to ISC - Ipoh Swimming Club for gym everyday , one and a half hour plus .. I hate sweat , but only sweating can help me ! So how ? What to do ? Facts showed , i must accept sweats ~`


Congratulation to Myself ! I passed my driving test last day ! Thanks my dear , THIM for sure ! She urged me lots before my test , she and her MR reach my place about 10++ ! She left after 15 mins she reached , Dia Pergi Tidur Di Rumah MR nya ! We have lunch together at some place near school , food tase good ! but i got no appetite to finish up my meal )= i WASTE food !!

Family always be together ! Yea , this is what i want in my family now and further ON ! Sometimes is it , i am thinking too much or it does really happen , i don't know .. No hoping to think more about it , if it really go smoothly , then let it be ...

My MR and you saw it ?!




2010 , Thanks Xd
Hope that everybody having a healthy body and Be in a good mode always ! Cheers* (=