7 days journey .

Hi bloggie , I am back after a whole week didn't update you . Nice meet again and i found that i added some new readers in my blog , anyway they don't what to show out themselves . Whatever it is , it wasn't a bad new nor a good news , somebody trying to care and some can't be written out simply !! 
Ipoh - Kuala Lumpur - Johor - Singapore - Johor - Ipoh


A journey form Ipoh to Ipoh , I used 7 days .. I miss everyone lots , but i miss my travel more and more . Thanks Shaunie gor gor giving me advice for accompanying popo to Johor Bahru !!


Thanks lot (=

Morning Post 20 04 2010

I am awake now [8.30 Early Morning ] Awaken by my Dearest AhMa , How kind is her and wake me up so early ....   i MISS darling alots ... Staying in Uncle Barry house for a whole night and now we are waiting for him to fetch us to JB !! Are we going by bus , aeroplane , or ? He will drive us there .. hMMmm , make a guess ?! Before i came , he said that he will drive us there and then .. I think he is a bit busy with his work and nevermind if we go by ourselves ..

Finally what i am waiting for a long long time , it appears till the end ! Maybe it is not because of me , but it does appeared !! LOLx ,wondering what is that ? try to check out what is the only different in my blog and you will get it ....

About yesterday late night post - 

 I'm so so so DISAPPOINTED to what he had done to my dear HER , sometimes i feel like killing HIM [ If i can .. but i can't ] He is so useless and now he thinks that he is everything ... wtf !! He's a representative of shame of all HE in the world , what he did already make me felt disappointed to all HE !! He is just a BullShit , what's talk about him ... Damn He !!

He is Vincent TIS . I say this out so cleary here , because this is my place and I got the right to shout his name here !! This is my blog and my place , HMmmm .. Since i knew about him , i thought he will be a good guy and will be a bit different than the others . But he make me disappointed too ..He betrayed my dear and he is a rotten guy same like others !!.......Okays , topic close !! I don't hope to add so many things on my blog about HIM .. So damn BullShit !!

I am heading to Johor now , be back in one weeks time to Ipoh ...

XiaoFei

自语-20100420

也许没有人比我更清楚我自己的心里面到底在想些什么，
选择了逃避一切，不去想象，不去理解，或许我会过得更好吧！
有时候我会发现，有些人拥有的比我更多，得到的比我更多，
但是他们却学不会自足满足，让自己沦陷于一种无法自拔的地步....


Perhaps no one better than me inside my own mind is thinking in the end, chose to avoid all, do not imagine, do not understand, perhaps I would be better off it! Sometimes I find that some people have more than I get much better than I, but they can not learn self-sufficiency to meet, so that their fall can not extricate themselves in a kind of the point ...

I need a teddy

Sometimes I will dream that , I have a HUGE teddy bear in dark brown colour , walk to me slowly , show out it's paws , i saw the big furry furry tummy .. I run to it and hugged it tightly , i knew that , only teddy will give me the warm huggies in the world !!

♥ 黑色情人节快乐！

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黑色情人节（Black Day） 　　就像恶搞一样，4月14日，是黑色情人节。听名字可

能就能知道几分意思，跟“光棍节”差不多，据说此节来源于韩国。 　　似乎这个情人节就是来自于没得过情人节的人群的怨念：虽然并非天下有情人都能天长地久、甚至曾经拥有，但谁说孤家寡人或旷男怨女就不能过情人节？“黑色情人节”就是属于单身贵族们的情人日。在前两个月他们或许既没收到甜蜜小礼物，也没人可以送巧克力，但4月14日这天，大家共聚一堂，彼此鼓励、加油打气，化悲愤为力量，倒也热热闹闹十分开怀，藉此消除形单影只的落寞感。 　　说是这么说，但是单身贵族们却能也在这一天欢天喜地， 过节的人会让自己生活在百分百的黑色世界里，穿黑色套装、 黑帽子、黑皮鞋，吃黑豆制成的面条，喝咖啡也不加奶精，享受 黑咖啡的苦涩原味，让爱情暂时见鬼去吧！

 

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About Today , 11/4

Shout out Loud !! I saw a Fucker today , She looks so Fuck , She acts so Fuck and I hope i can Fuck HER kao kao in front Of everyone !! She is so BITCH , and such BITCH .. I hate her since i first met with her , She is always the FAKER , FUCKER , SUCKER and BITCH !! I Knew her for 2 years ++ and she didn't ever noticed she was wrong ,AND so she think that she is such a BIG deal there , + so her MAN !! HMmmm..

I hope i can , but i can't !! thim said she is my ZhangBei and i must respect her , hmmm, but she isn't my ZhangBei , but she is an old Bitch doing things always without using a tiny brain .. Onion brain , or more even smaller !! Ya , every year i meet her , i will to keep my sour face and try to smile to show her a smiley face to her ! But what she did , she will complicate my mood up , mixed over my mood and turn  my papaya face out , what a damn Bitch she is !! I think she is my relative and so uncle's Fiancee , she think she is such a big deal in the family , har ?! who is she , and how dare she to think that !! 

Recall back what she did and make me in such a mood to criticize her , Pick on her !!

Firstly , during reunion night , the first time i met her !YA , With her boyfriend [ my uncle ] Everyone in his family will come to my popo house have dinner night all together , the FIRST time i met her .. Hmmm.. Every one is very busy on preparing foods , drink and means the dinner , She is the first time came to our house . But do you know that , she just sat down there and not even greet everybody and sat down there !! ARE WE INVISIBLE ?!! After the dinner , after she finished her meals , she stand up and before 3 mins ago , we already started to clean up the place for " family's men talks ".. She stand up and turn her body , GO OUT straight forward !! Excuse Me , your eyes blind ke ? If you did ask us , Do you need my help ?! Then i will dare not to show face to you .. Add on's , In everyone heart's they have the same feelings with me !!

Secondly , the second year reunion night , the same situation as the above ! She reached and she sat there open up a newspaper , put on a " Alice Feet " , reading the newspaper there. The next time i walked out from the Kitchen .. Changed into another posture , she hugged with her HUBBY , kiss his face ! OH MY GOSHHhhhh , she is in my house , i mean my popo house and there are not only her , She do this and i Saw it , wtf !! During the dinner , daddy and uncle terrence ask me to make some tea for them , Because of the weather is hot and they asked and need some drinks .. I asked loudly , 谁要茶？Then she said , i want a drinks , but not tea , i need a soft drinks .. Okays , nevermind i will make for you !! [ Miss , i am not your maid lehh !! Mau drinks tak boleh do it yourself ahh ? Your hands and legs broken ady ?!!] The story haven't end yet , continue with her conversation after 30 seconds , " I want my soft drinks with ICE !! I don't want to drink the hot drinks !! " I am doing TEA lehh , not softdrinks , I promised i make for you and you still request for many many things ! did you pay me ? am i your maid ? har ?!! excuse me !!!! When i serve that , i put beside her place and she told me , CAN YOU PUT AT OTHER PLACES AHH ? I CAN'T HAVE MY MEAL !!! oHH , gosHhh !! I just placed there for a while and just want to serve it to them ! Ok , Fine !! i moved it to another place , i place the tea cups to my ah popo , she sat beside my popo .. When i did that , on the time , she is using chopsticks to get her food !! Do you knew that ? the cup is hot and and scadling my hand .. She do that slowly and tell me , wait ahh !! what the hack !!! 

Thirdly , today HangChing !! The third time i saw her .. I really tried my best to smile to her , i knew i hate her , and she does something i don't like last time !! Forget about it , they were PAST .. The first time we talked is at the second grave we go , we talked about LiuXiang .. Do you know who is LiuXiang? I think everyone knows well about him , If you are not , sure you had listen him before ! He is a Famous Hurdles Master , and he is an Athlete , right ? She told us she don't know about him and using an EXCUSE , i don't know chinese . That's why i don't know ! Adui , tolong lah !! Ada baca news ka ? For Sure , everybody said to her , she is so OUTDATED ! she talk in another way , did he in the Guinness World Book Records ? Aha , what a good question !! She is trying to challenge our knowledge .. It means she well known about that , But why she still don't know who is LiuXiang ?! He broke world record in his RUNs , his competition ... Damn her !! Talking nonsense to us , As what my sister , Hazel say , German talk ! Dak Guo Gong !!! wtf !!! Well , i don't what she did to my sister , and i don't know her part , i wont pick up her fault from there ... Well , Lunch Time !! Can say as Brunch time too ... We are having Brunch at Mapo , Bercham . In a big gang , we are having two tables in two portion . I followed Uncle Terrence's car to fetch Emily from her AhMa's house , we are late and i knew it !!Customary , Me , Hazel , Uncle Terrence will go over to the corner to have some " Fried Food " for every one there .. After we served that , i wonder that i got no place , the two tables are so so so FULL .Then i found that a table still got some place for me , if somebody move her fat butts abit away from there , I talked so LOUDLY , " 我没有位子啊？" Obviously , i shouted that to her .. But she got no respond , and used her innocent eyes , looked at me ! what the FUCK !! Ada lebih sikit space , saya boleh tahan awak !! Saya Tahan ... Their table served first and our table not , we are so Hungry and we have finished our food .. Uncle Terrence told me to get some Fried Foods over from the other table , Okays , since i am hungry too .. I go over and ask SukMeh , Can i have that ? She ask everyone to get some from it and the one left over she will give it to me !! HMm , How Great is my SukMeh (= when turns to the Old BITCH , she grabbed all and for his dear hubby !! OHHh , my gosh .. She took whatever over than she should have .. Damn her , she got a plate of me there and get each of them [ her and her man ] two fried foods ... Shit what the hack !! i left nothing ... Thanks and Herg !!! And then , i don't have a drink , and i need a really cooling drink , i ordered but it didn't come to me !! i saw a ice cup there , i asked and took over it ! I didn't wait for their permission and i get it .. i Don't it belong to who , i thought is SukMeh !! She shouted me loudly and say ,Woii , Mine one !! OMG , that's only a cup of ice and is that a big deal ?! What the fuck , Ok fine , returned it to you !! i don't want , Do you knew that ? that is for her hubby !! what the fuck ... If i took it , Can you just ask from the counter and get one more har ?!! 

Walao , How can i compromise with this kind of BITCH !!! Is that a demeanor of the older.. If she is my ZhangBei , i rather kill myself .. I will never greet her and smile to her any more , she spoilt her image in my mind forever and ever !! She is A OLD BITCH !! She is not worth my respect to her !! She is a Faker Fucker and Sucker !!!

Mr . Sky

In between two days , we argue again .. hWWww , what is that she is thinking about !! what the hell ~` fed up la , why am i asking for your smile ? i don't everything end it just like that , and you are not happy and i am not happy too .. what happen ohh ? am i wrong , i want to get something from you , is that a such big deal ?! i did told you so many times , i like and wished always to see your smile face .. how many time do you want to disappoint me ? i won't say sorry again , this is not my fault .. i will not put my head down and adjust myself to your position .. please think about me so , please please !!!!! I will not be wronged myself up , if that you will never know what you did and what you had done wrongly ... 

XiaoFei

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